It takes a lot to gross me out, but this video made me want to be sick. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BZT0R0AsPQ4&feature=player_embedded
The video looks terrifying. I've had some time to process everything and find lots of information regarding how other people tend to respond to the procedure; I feel calmer, but still very scared and unsure what to do. The difficulty with this decision is that it involves a lot of pain and needles (not my favorite), and I have to do something...doing nothing in this case constitutes a conscious decision with its own set of health consequences, which makes it difficult to ascertain the situation with least risk.
On a lighter note, I had a wonderful time working a wedding this evening. I'm not a huge wedding person, but I enjoy parties with alcohol and dancing, and it was a fun atmosphere.