Desperation is an ugly color on me. I'm feeling really depressed about the job search and my mounting bills...it feels like I'll never find a consistent way of supporting myself, and I've stooped to a new low. I started a GoFundMe page to try and get some help with my debt. It's totally humiliating, and I can't bear to share it on Facebook yet, but in the absence of options, it's something to try. Was supposed to work late tonight, but client cancelled, so now nothing to do but sit and watch the screen, hoping for some kind of miracle.